Satisfaction

My mind is at ease after receiving a phone call a few minutes ago from the instructor. She said my background check came back squeeky clean and that my quitting the corp in mid year in 08' will not affect my being hired by the corp as a driver. I'm relieved to know that all my hard work will not have been in vain.

If you could time travel back to any age and give yourself a message, what age would it be and what would the message be?

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Romance is a strange thing. You want it, get it in simple ways and never get enough of it. Can a girl be romanced to death? Can regular life be romantic? Can a man be too clingy? Is there such a possibility? Because I feel like I don't get enough romance, feel valued, I think it's impossible to have too much romance....is it impossible to feel that you are loved too much. How I long to drown in passion. To be devoured by a man, cherished, loved. To be on fire with each other, over each other. I'm not sure I'll ever experience this in my lifetime. Makes me sad to admit it. I have a good life, but not all that I want it to be.
Love has to be the most addicting 'substance' known to womankind.

Friday

It's strange how the names of the days of the week lose value when you have nothing to grind their value into you. I now understand how retired and nonworking folks can honestly ask, "What day is this? Thursday? Tuesday?" Although I never held a high power, mega pressured job, I hated the grind.

I should learn not to wear my heart on my sleeve.

Memories long past...

Most recently, I fell gaga into something totally unexpected. A simple sharing of long ago emotion with a friend ended up in a mini obsession. I'm over it, and better for it. All is well that ends well.

testing,..1..2..3...

Hello? Is this thing on?